ablogofeverylittlething

 I didn't know it would get so worse in a few months. I have tried my 100% to get everything back as it was, but I guess few things are meant to be shattered, and few things are meant to be left as they are. I am sure you did not understand a single bit of what I said in the past few lines, but here is the whole story for you to understand and relate to it better. I am not a professional artist I am just a child with a passion for creating things with pen, paper and colours.  In 2023, I started up a page on Instagram with the name ARTIST_HER which simply means artist in her. (you can check it out here:  Artist_her  ) Soon making art for myself turned into the pressure of making art for others. Lines need to be straight, colour matching and perfection but, arre hold on bhai kuch jyada nhi demand ho gyi? People were not wrong but what I started it for they never know. This started to turn into an art and craft business because I wanted to grow on Instagram, I wanted to...

 Vo khete hain na, ghuma mt Dena khud ko yu dhunte hue usko, Anmol tum bhi ho aur Heera(diamond) Bhi Anmol h, bs keemat uski km aur tumhari jyada hai. {वो केहेते हैं ना, घुमा मत देना खुदको यू ढुंडते हुए उसे, अनमोल तुम भी हो और हीरा भी, बस कीमत उसकी कम और तुम्हारी ज्यादा है।  } I have never thought of a time when I will be using some Hindi lines to explain what self-love is and how difficult it is to practice it daily. It takes a lot of time to cheer yourself up and follow the path of self-love and once you are in it you will realize the happiness it spreads through you. But like with every good thing, there is always a warning. The same is the case here,  Warning to self-love: if you practice it daily a time will come when you will be used to it and replace it easily, unknowingly.  And when I say this I understand that it was not what you think of it. You never wanted to stop loving yourself but at the same time, you also wanted to love others and not lo...

There is always a question I was asked for a thousand times....i.e.,   What are you into? How can someone be so busy? and blah blah.... And what i use to do was laugh and move those people to some other topic.  But you know WHAT?  I really was not busy all that time. Plus, it was not like I wanted to avoid people. I just wanted myself comfortable working all day like hell.  COMFORTABLE? Is she insane, how can someone be comfortable working all day?  You must be thinking the same right but YES, HELLO, THIS IS ME.  I don't want my single minute to pass away freely and to make sure it is so, I put myself into every single thing i can thought of in the morning TO-DO LIST.  But there is a saying:  the more you wanted to get it, the more further it will move away from you. and so it happens to be the same. The more I wanted to stay busy the more leisure time I was having all day. But shh....nobody knows that. I don't tell anybody. For the...